LorettaRosy63's/QT-DespTH♥'s blog

Hi everyone and welcome to my Blog, I'm Desp and I have my obsession on drawing a lo so... I still do the same.

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now i know i still have imaginary friends you know now i'm using Yakko the vampire hedgehog and Phil the hedgehog who they are my charas too as my imaginary friends for practicing and practicing for telling things about me,on my Dsi,on my Pc,on my 3ds and ect!

i seriously need to practice for talking very nicely to my e-friends from the internet!

when i was around in the age 5,6,7,8,9,10 and 11 i was talking to my self everywhere and that means i were had lots of imaginary friends all those years and now not anymore but i still have now but short cuz i wanted to practice and practice that's why i'm talking to my self when i'm alone without my real friends!

believe me it's true!!!!!!

all those years in my old school no one cared about me they always still hated me from the very old past when we were around the age 4-5 years!
when we were get in the 1st,the 2nd,the 3th,the 4th,the 5th and in the 6 grade of our old school no one wanted to play withing me everybody screamed on me when i were did some stupid things and ect!

i remember when i was in the 5th grade of our old school our teacher really discovered that i'm talking to my self and having imaginary friends.
the teacher thought that i don't play with my friends because i don't want,and he thought that i need a psyciatrick doctor to help me up!
when my mom came to the school i were left from it and then i were came back home to get out of all this!
my mom were explained that i'm talking to my self because no one wanted to play with me whitch is that true and as i've expalined it early my teacher didn't believed the truth of mine he were believed only his opinion that i have to go to a psychiatrick doctor and he thought with all my classmates that it's a lie they were thought that i were talking to my self because i didn't wanted to play with them who this was actually a lie!

the truth was i were talking to my self because no one wanted to play withing me that's why i were talking to my self all those years if you read this message!

no one forgived me about their mistake and ect about me after this day actually!

but i remember that they were forgived me after some weeks or months i don't remember anything else btw it was an old bad memory who it was happened since in 2011!

when i was in the 6th grade of my old school i remember that i still had a lot of bad memories and short of good!!!!!
but i remember the time when we had to leave from our school we were cryed a lot!!!!!
i were gaved lots of tries to being good and for having good memories in my old school but not every bad moment were dammaged my days!!!!!!!

now i did it i've don't want to remember my bad memories from my old school anymore i prefer to remember all my good memories from it!!!!
i wish i were found the way to delete every bad moment of mine in my and everyones brains because i don't want to memorised them anymore!!!!

when i still remember all my bad memories i cry a lot!!!!!!!!!

i need help!


apologise - timbaland ft one republic - with lyrics ...

[i've put this video because i still remember all my bad memories]

now in my new everything it's fine and i've had good and funny memories from the last and this months!!!!!!!!!
i also think that my and all of my classmates streets are conecting with each other to make good memories and forget that were happened in the past all those years!!!!!

i finaly have good memories in my new school allready now!!!!!
and that's good for me!!!!!!!

now everything in my new school is much better and much different than my old school!!!!!

my old school SUCKS!

when i'm alone i'm talking to my self again because i wanted to practice when this will happen really!
and plz don't think anything bad that i need a doctor and ect i can help my self as i can!
i'm really surprised that i have new friends now and ect!!!!

plz reply if you read it!!!!

ah...yeah and if someone has an imaginary friend it's normaly not bad that's the only thing i know!

bye!!!!!


Hall Of Fame - The Script feat. will.i.am (Lyrics) - YouTube

[i've putted this video too because if you reply i will come again soon bye]